I had been bullied since about 4th or 3rd grade because I used to cry and had glasses and was a little cubby that's when it first started. Then in 5th grade people used to call me a cry baby but I couldn't help that because I had ADHD and It was hard facing that because one of the side affects is depression and in 5th grade I had that and when u have ADHD your emotions are really high. Then I got into 6th grade I still was crying but no one understood that I had that and what it does to me. Then I had to hold everything in more and more. Then it got to 7th I tried fixing my self up broke my glasses straighten my hair held all my emotions in and lost weight. These were the worst part of my life so far. I started to like boys and they started to like me and I had my first hook up with this kid mike then he went to this other girl and we went out for like a month and It was my first real boyfriend I thought. But nope. Then it was going on with other boys in my grade the only wanted to hook up with me and not liked me for me I hooked up with 13 guys and only two of them really cared about me and then people (mostly girls) called me a whore fake cunt bitch slut annoying has no friends and they would talk behind my back and I had no one there to stick up for me so I had to do it for my self. Then i did and this and then I got my hair pulled and a song made about me saying I am a whore and a slut and I have no ass or boobs then this girl made every guy hate me and that like ruined my life then it got to 8th and I went out with this kid aj and I was in love with him and then my best friend samii went out with him the next day that broke my heart I really love him! But not anymore Then all the boys would make fun of me because he is so short and he is in 7th grade if they saw what I saw in him but not anymore because he became an asshole and hurting my best friend Julianne who is his sister but then boys didn't wanna go out with me because I am not that pretty and
i had only one true 1 true friend her name is gabby she was the only friend who did stick up foir me and changed me to be a better person then i was.! been thru alot of shit I wouldn't even put up here but I am against bullying and everything that goes with it! I love u all <3 if you ever wanna talk to me I am always here message me u can do it on even private I am good at helping<3:) //
